Smokin' the Mountain

Well. I have officially completed my first musical theatre try out. And oh my gosh was I nervous! My knees were buckling and my voice was shaking. But you know, who the hell cares? The point is you put yourself out there - and learn, and learn, and learn, until you master your art. Harry was kind enough to call out to me that I did a wonderful job as I got back to my seat, after my song. I also got some compliments from other auditionees who had obviously done this whole thing before. That made me feel really good! There was also a reading and harmonics part to the auditions and I think I did really well in that. I pretty much lost my nerves by that time and just let go, had fun, and did as best as I could.

I didn't do all this for a part. I did it for the experience - to finally inch closer towards that comfort level I so long for on the stage because I so desperately want to be able to perform on stage and perform well. I know God gave me a gift and I gotta use it. What a waste if I hold back! So, I decided not to. As Harry said, you gotta put yourself out there because nothing will teach you like experience. And so, I did.

James, Valerie, and Anne were all there to audition, too. It was so comforting having them all with me. A lot of talented people were there. I must say that I really liked Valerie's singing audition. She had this most sincere and earthy vibe and I really admired her. James' reading was excellent. I think he will do really well in theatre. I see in Anne something of myself. She gives you the impression that she's a bit shy but she really strives to put herself out there on stage, as well. She has also always been ever kind and sweet. Curt was fantastic, and so was Janis!

Anyhow, just wanted to post something on the auditions as it's definitely one big milestone in my life. Not that traumatizing... and I'd certainly do it again :)

Good night!